Tired

Well, I have just finished jumping another hurdle in my quest for a happy and peaceful life. You'd think I would be ecstatic, grinning from ear to ear, having visions of skipping through a meadow surrounded by wildflowers. That is not the case. I keep asking myself, "Why don't I feel better? Why don't I at least feel some relief?" My answer?...I have no idea. All I feel right now is mentally tired...and sad. Frankly, feeling these feelings are getting a little old. Who am I kidding?? A LOT old. I know this too shall pass. It will get better a day at a time. I am just impatient at times. Trying to rush God's plan, I guess. So, what do I do? I am just going to acknowledge...once again...how I feel and go about my business. Try to be a productive member of society, a good mother, a good friend, and a good daughter. Hopefully, I can succeed at at least one of those today...